a lot had happened....

after sooOooo long, i'm here again.. I guess I need someone or something to vent out to.. I welcomed 2011 alone.. Yes! Alone.. 15 mins before midnight, I took a cab and went to eastwood to see the fireworks display.. There were groups of families, friends, and lovers.. Watching them made me feel really terrible.. My only company then was a pack of cigs.. Yeah! Winston lights was the best thing that ever happened to me last 2010.. It stayed with me thru thick and thin (literally, from 32" - 42" waistline).. Yes, LL called 12 mins before midnight.. I dunno if its just me being childish, unreasonable, or stubborn.. But isn't sweet if LL would call a few mins before midight so we would be talking to each other as the clock strikes at 12?? I dunno.. Yeah maybe its just me.. Don't get me wrong, i tried calling LL at exactly 12 midnight while the fireworks light the eastwood sky.. But unfortunately, LL's phone can't be reached.. Am I to blame?..

FAREWELL 2010.. 2011, please be kind to me...