CHANEL PERFUME

i received the chanel perfume that trisha sent me.. and i got surpprised coz besides that expensive perfume there are lots of other perfumes inside the package.. there are also some chocolates and chips.. and most especially a greeting card.. im so touched and happy at that moment.. it relieved the stress that my work brought me.. gawd knows how stressful my work is.. yeah, we just make it sound and look as if its the best easiest job in the world.. on my way home i remembered LL.. di pa rin sya nagpaparamdam.. no msg on fb (sira dae laptop sabi ni hart) walang text o tawag (sira daw mobile fone o baka walang load).. bakit ganun? puro nlang dahilan?.. its really breaking my damn heart... ive been crying for months now dahil sa ganitong sitwasyon... masama ba tong mga winiwish ko na gawin nya?.. is it even that hard to do?... bukas.. 3rd year anniversary namen.. sigurado hindi nya ko mababati ng 12 midnight like im wishing he would do... but u know whats worst? is that hindi nya talaga ko batiin buong araw... ="( this is causing me too much pain...